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love is as love does.
Mel Love; fashion student.socialite.
Ready to embrace this industry and leave my mark.
Enjoy me :)
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Friday, February 5, 2010
Reflection. @ 2/05/2010
It amazes me that we even still speak,
after all you made a fool of me.
The public humiliation I felt,
you can never take that back;
no amount of apologies or even make up sex can correct.
Correct the wrong you did, the humiliation I faced, or the heartbreak that has ocurred.
It amazes me that you are aware of your file lifestye,
yet and still you always seem to smile.
Smile, laugh, and joke.
I commend you for that because at one point I could not do that;
I couldn't hide my unhapiness behind exaggerated laughter.
Feeling like all of what you did was my fault,
when whole time you were completely in the wrong.
It amazes me that after all this I'll still have your back
and never do I remind you of the past.
When you need to eat, sleep, talk, or laugh my heart is always open,
never stressing you of your shady past.
Yes, I found it necessary to mention twice that I am still aware of what you've done.
Its easy to forgive, but never will I forget;
after all I have the memory of an elephant.
It amazes me that you still make me smile,
every time;
Every time I see you---be it random or planned
I'm always reminded of the first time I realized.
Realized that I enjoyed you and your company.
Too bad it'll never be the same,
my trust in you has vanished because never do I want to relive heartbreak.
Heartbreak at its finest to be exact,
where do they do that at?
So instead I play my role as a good friend,
knowing that one day you'll appreciate the Phenomenal Woman that I am.
Realize that your missing out and that there is only one me.
It amazes me that I can write this about you with no tears or shame.
Why, because Im secure in the friendship we share.
Me writing this just proves that I truly care for you.
This is my ode to you: real, honest, and true.
Mel Love