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love is as love does.
Mel Love; fashion student.socialite.
Ready to embrace this industry and leave my mark.
Enjoy me :)
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Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Facing Life. @ 4/07/2010
My life as of lately has been extremely up and down; dramatic, happy, filled with tears of joy and struggle; and also a time of gaining a new found respect for the relationships I have with people. With all that is occuring around me, I feel completely stuck in the middle of everything. Im really trying to find my way out the middle, but Im stuck. The indecisive Libra that I thought I was not, is evident in my trouble with decision making :( Not a good look. School is no longer fun. If work didnt involve money, I'd blow my job the hell up. I hate that place to no end, lol. Going to Temple is slowly but surely becoming the BLOW of the century;Im not into things being so routine and TU house parties are the same every single weekend. Show me a club, so that I can get dressed. Oh and the typical boy/girl problems are beyond annoying. I dont have time, I've become so whatev about certain people and their issues that I just dont care to hear anymore. If something so petty is worth being angry about, then my laughter at your childish antics should not bother you. I said sorry, let it go.
As we all know, with the BAD comes the GREAT, AMAZING, and GOOD. I just decided to save the best for last :) Although its ass backwards that it takes something serious happening to a person for them to realize how much you care for them, Im glad things happened in the order they did. I didnt realize that I cared as much as I did, but I do. I care a whole hell of alot. If that even makes since? lol. At first I was concerned with where "things" would or could go between us, but now Im indifferent. Im chillen, going with the flow, and enjoying the ride. Im taking my situation however God presents it to me, if things are meant to be..well you know. Im just amazed and satisfied with the friendship that has been birthed from such a fucked up college sorta kinda relationship. Eventhough I didnt think I'd still be able to be friends with a person who I felt did me extremely dirty, I've realized it takes happiness, stuggle, real shit and a few tears to realize that somebody is truely a friend you love. At first I thought I was crazy being so open arms, but Im not alone. My friends have all been there, just in other variations and severity. In other news, I've really become into Horoscopes. I dont believe in astrology, but my daily horoscope has been mighty on point the last few weeks. The horoscopes of people around me have also been on point as well, my horoscope has been in sync with a certain somebody's though. Its actually pretty scary.
Im done rambling. I needed to get that off my chest.
Love is as Love does :)
Mel Love